blah blah blah

im hoping to tell how i really feel..
but everytime i tried to, you were just out of reach..
you're to far.. and im just to slow..
damn!i dont have a choice but to let you go..
my peers say that im a coward..
when you're around, i cant push forward..
but what else could i do??
im so intimidated over you..
please understand the things that i have done..
i did not mean it.. i'm just having fun..
okay, okay.. i admit its all my fault..
but what else could i do??
i wont just stand and let you fall..
hope you know that im not good at telling truths..
and i hope you'd understand it without me kissing your foot..
'coz i will do it.. yes i would..
just to prove it, i will sincerely do..
though i still can't tell if its love i that i've felt..
or maybe its just lust that makes me feel like hell..
but this shit is love.. i'm still hoping..
'coz the moment you smile i am really falling..
on my foot and for your love..
i still hope you look at me without a smug..
so i can say whatever i want to tell..
and make me ready to come out of my shell..
please forgive me for i have sinned..
by the thought of you i am really convinced..
that you are every thing a woman can really be..
'coz you have everything a man wants to see..
your so precious..
though your not that kind..
no one would disagree that your the goddess of the night..
all i want to say is that you really mean a lot to me..
yet i cant ask you to come and stay with me..
'coz you have the right to choose and to reject..
and i have someone i would never neglect..
so will you forgive me 'coz i have sinned??
upon loving someone i cannot win..

T_T
04:28am Friday